Sunday, November 22, 2015

True your spokes.

Is this the ending of another era?  Not until, I come home.  Not until I take flight, and everyone finds me alive on the west coast.  The east coast has been interesting to say the least.  Most of it trying, and most of it bullshit, and most of it I can't wait to just turn my back on and leave, knowing and hoping that I learned the lessons I was meant to have learned.  Never be that person who gets out of one relationship and doesn't bother to reflect on their experience, to grow, nor change, nor better themselves.  That person is only out to do more harm to themselves and the relationships that they end up destroying as a result of passing along a damaged soul to the innocent folks just looking for love and honesty.  Because if one can't be honest with themselves, how can one be honest with others?  Taking emotional damage and baggage into a new relationship, is like putting a new tire on a fucked up rim.  But if you are wise, then you take the time and due diligence to true the spokes before you put the new tire on, that way you are getting the most mileage out of the new tire and doing yourself the good of a decent go at a new run.  Without bothering to true the kinks and wobbles and hops out of that old damaged rim, then you haven't learned the lessons you were meant to learn.  And you're going to have a shitty run at a new opportunity for a clean start, and a nice fresh ride.  True your spokes.  True your soul.  Listen to your soul.  Your soul needs food, it needs honesty, and it needs time.  Time to heal and reflect.  You owe it to yourself, and to others, to give everyone your best self.  True your spokes.